let the sun illuminate the words that you cld not find

i am and i will be very busy with projects and assignments for the whole of this month. i feel like i havent slept in a thousand years. my brain is not functioning properly, my eye bags are heavy and obvious and i can hardly find time to do anything at all.

i feel........ lost. again.
the news hit me at my worst possible time and i don't know how shld i react. it has been on my mind for the past 48 hrs and i'm pretty sure its gna leave a huge scar in my emotional bank account. again. AGAIN. when can i ever withdraw all of it. i wna leave everything behind. i wna erase all of this unpleasant memories.
this time, THIS TIME, i'm very determined to leave it all behind and move on already. i know i've said this before but yes, this time i will. your words ain't gna bring me down, instead, it spurred me to pick myself up to prove you wrong. i'm gna show you and make you eat your words. i'm not gna be affected by this anymore. ANYMORE!

k byebye