every other day

:)

F GRADER

i think i did badly for my mid semester tests though i haven't got back all of my papers except csa. i flunk my csa theory paper which was quite expected so now i just hope my excel project fetch me some good marks to pull up my overall grade cause i don't wna retake csa again in year 2! ok with that aside now, i don't think i'm gna do well for the other subjects :( but i can only blame myself for it. i was really affected by B that point in time cause we were going thru a tough patch. as much as i regret now, i can't do much cause what's done cannot be undone. i just have to work twice as hard now so i can do well for the exams in aug-sep to help pull up my overall grades. i'm pretty disappointed and i don't feel good at all.
seeing everyone around me do well, i feel embarrassed of myself.

stronger

friendly game w the current bdiv squad and the graduates. i had fun :)

so my weekends were spent on trngs and games. i gave school a miss tday because i woke up with a bad headache. woke up at around 1, met b at the int and we went for lunch. went t school aftermath for trng. ayg soccer was held in our school so we cldn't use the courts and we had t train beside the design school canteen but it was fun and enriching? well at least i learnt something useful and different. first lesson at 9 tmrw ): why can't they just shift every first lesson to after 12?! i need more sleep srsly.
joy's bday celebration on tmrw with baby girls. b won't be able to come because he has a game on ): but it's okay, i bet it'd be fun. and guess what's the best part of it all? lessons start at 12 on wednesday!!!


i will make it, girl
whatever it takes

14th :)

i missed tp's trng yesterday morning because well... i cldn't wake up but i went for nike trng. (: met mh chris and val at leisure before trng. swoosh had game while the rest carried on with trng but halfway thru it rained quite heavily so we seeked shelter and supported swoosh! (: dinner aftermath with the rest at leisure, short walk and talk session w bf and home w the rest!

tday, i met b and we took a quick lunch at whitesands before heading to dhoby ghaut for movie! we caught 'drag me to hell'. obviously i didn wna watch it but b insisted that it's very nice and he managed to convince me into watching the movie in the end. i seriously pay to scare myself hahaha. after movie we took a train down to serangoon and we had our dinner at chomp chomp! bus home after dinner. (:

original plan for tomorrow is sentosa outing with my classmates buttttt it's the time of the month so i decided to give it a miss ): i'm sorry!

so i guess it's trng tomorrow in school w new coach.

byebye

thankful

i'm so sorry jean and esther, for turning down your job offers at the IT fair this week. i know it's stupid saying no to money but i've got trainings and family gatherings this weekend and i do not want to be labelled "irresponsible" if i were to report to work late, disappear from work every 10 minutes or take m.c. at the eleventh hour. i mean, you guys know me best, esp jean, right? hehehe.

last weekend was awesome! sentosa with babies in the morning and chomp chomp for dinner at night. i'm sorry meiling! i missed your bday celebration but i've not forgotten really! i made you a card and i'll pass it to you this friday kay! (: happy bday girl!

i guess things btw. b and myself are slowly but surely improving. i hope i stays this way.

and so, life's been great so far. love the holidays!!! :D

i miss so many people... bf, partner, nv bdiv 08/09 and of course, b. am totally looking forward to the friendly game on the 18th!
see yall!

take a breath, i pull myself tgt

i don't know what caused the change in you, but i want you to know that i'll never give up on you
i guess its my fault
i don't know what to say, or what i can do
i just hope you'll understand how i feel
i hope time really heals

everybody around you is willing to help you, but if you don't help yourself, there's nthg we can do
if you're reading this, i just wna let you know that, i'll always be here with you

thanks j, bf, pie, partner, l
i feel much better now.



p/s: i love you

Exhausted

i know this is the part where the end starts

i know you'll ask me to hold on
carry on like nothing's wrong
but there is no more time for lies
cause i see sun set in your eyes



thought that we were stronger