let the sun illuminate the words that you cld not find

i am and i will be very busy with projects and assignments for the whole of this month. i feel like i havent slept in a thousand years. my brain is not functioning properly, my eye bags are heavy and obvious and i can hardly find time to do anything at all.

i feel........ lost. again.
the news hit me at my worst possible time and i don't know how shld i react. it has been on my mind for the past 48 hrs and i'm pretty sure its gna leave a huge scar in my emotional bank account. again. AGAIN. when can i ever withdraw all of it. i wna leave everything behind. i wna erase all of this unpleasant memories.
this time, THIS TIME, i'm very determined to leave it all behind and move on already. i know i've said this before but yes, this time i will. your words ain't gna bring me down, instead, it spurred me to pick myself up to prove you wrong. i'm gna show you and make you eat your words. i'm not gna be affected by this anymore. ANYMORE!

k byebye

relieved :)

yay i passed all of my subjects except csa :) though almost all are borderline passes, am still glad and relieved!

met jean and lh for breakfast yesterday morning and we cabbed to school after that. am meeting jean tomorrow morning again for breakfast! :)
i just got my allowance for this month today and i swear i'm gna spend it sparingly and start saving up for my shopping spreeeeeee with bf! there's just so much i wna buy. oh yes and i'll be going for ballet under the stars 09 with jean and esther! picnic!!! omgggg i can't wait can't wait can't wait!

moon, i'm so disappointed in you :( after all that we've been thru tgt, you still can't make a choice! she stole my friend away!

k i'm just kidding don't take it to heart haha!